gone
i hadn't logged into a yahoo email account of mine in quite awhile. i had the same login for my IM, so i thought it'd be ok.
nope. lots of emails, contacts...gone. including many love letters from ken.
while i do have them printed out, it's just heartbreaking that they are gone. i have more emails from him saved at my other yahoo account, but still...
this month will mark a year that he's been gone. it still isn't right...

i bumped into an former co-worker today. she's been doing well.
she had heard about ken's death and being a widow, offered me this advice, "you never get over it, you just learn to live with it." and it's true. it's what i've already noticed so far.

hadn't been here in awhile. mostly just doing my thing on my lj, drawing and art-ing. i haven't been keeping up with bingereading at all, even though i've still been reading tons of books.

thanks to hillary, q and the gang, i've taken up knitting. it's fun so far.
had to run by hobby lobby and pick up more yarn for a scarf i'm working on.

been visiting alice some. she and i have been following the massive olney thread at CBR.

all other details are on my lj i suppose...can't think of anything else to add.